Monday, April 16, 2007

What I was then, am I that now?

Once more there we were wanting to explore our past lives. This time we went further and asked about one of the lives out of so many past lives that could we tap into to see the influence it has on us in this life.

Vani asked the question expecting to be told about a particular life, a life as a sanyasi which had the most impact on this one. But the answer she got surprised her. She saw a life she had not seen before.

Her guide told her,
"You were a woman and a householder. In later years you were alone, wearing white. You lived secluded to an old age and in your later years you had a deep longing for spirituality. You were seeking desperately but did not know where to look because nothing in your life had prepared you for this. You often wondered whether you had wasted your life and whether you should have taken sanyas and retired to the Himalayas.

That deep longing led directly (though not in your time frame) to the sanyasi life but at the end of it you again felt that you had failed to find the answers and even your ascetic meditations had not given you fulfillment. You felt the answer was not to be sought in a cave but in integrating it with life. That is what you are now trying to do."


While getting that message Vani could feel her very clearly, her past self, the old woman in white. She had everything and nothing and died with a deep spiritual longing. Her guide surprised her once again by revealing a life she had not expected, but which fit in perfectly and which explained the challenges of this one.

Veena went back to the ashram she was living in, doing her daily chores over there. Just like the ones in the life of a sanyasi. The one thing she enjoyed doing the most was feeding & looking after the cows, goats, birds, dogs and all the other in mates of the ashram. The love for animals has thus stayed on. Another important thing that she I learnt here was Nature Cure which she practices even today. There was so much time for meditation that once she started, she could lose track of time so much so that any given time she simply loved to be by herself.

Ragini was first to concentrate on this life and forget about the rest. However, on persistence she was told that
“Your gypsy lives have undoubtedly affected you the most. That is why you still are a gypsy in this life.” When asked for some thing else, she was told, ‘‘you will find your base & settle down in life.’’ After a lot of concentration she got, ‘‘you have always been a worshiper of Devi & that is what you are doing even now. You believe in Shiv Shakti, the balance within. Just be easy. Go with the flow.” On thanking the guides for this & for being there, they once again said in chorus, ‘‘We are always there.’’

Niranjan realized that he was falling into the traps or cycles of anger, sorrow and guilt. In his past life, he was a wandering sage, a healer. He could see himself as a white apparition, a staff in hand going about healing animals. The strong message relayed to him from this was of him having the ability to heal. “Believe in yourself.” This was followed by an immense sense of peace coming over him.

Tara and her guides seemed to be on a different plane wherein she only felt herself connected to them and constantly saw herself surrounded in violet and indigo light. A feeling of being one, she basked and enjoyed just being engulfed in this spiritual light and stayed there. There were no words, no sounds, just pure colour and energy.

Vir -
“I could see myself with four others as Jain sanyansi, monk, muni, sadhu in white unstitched clothes, bald head with a divine shine on all, near the bank of a river amongst trees, talking to each other. One muni-monk was sitting and other three were standing. Suddenly I saw ourselves walking into a fort. A chariot speeds into the fort and I could see the back of the person on that chariot. I asked for an explanation for the vision I saw. I was told that I was muni-saint who was getting involved into sansarik-wordly matters. My connection to this life from that life is to fulfill sansarik - wordly desires that came up in that life. I have to learn to find the balance between both lives- sanyansi & sansarik, saintly & worldly."

Vir came to understand that extremes of either could create imbalances and so he had to, learn to create a balance between both lives. This would not only lead life to higher levels, but even the karmic process, their effects and results. “Be awakened and rise to be more developed and purified energy. Power of divine is with you.” Then he could see very bright white light.


Each one of us have received not only glimpses about the past, but what they mean to us and what is it that we can infer from them. For a few of us, visions have spoken louder than words and for the rest, messages have been given loud and clear. And for some it’s just the energy that has been experienced in one of it’s truest forms. Our guides continue to surprise us, pleasantly ofcourse and repeatedly prove to us that there are no limits and no boundaries. None that we cannot cross and no depths that we cannot fathom. We know we are getting there. It may just take us some time.

Love and light has always guided us and the more we open our minds, heart and souls to let them in, the more we find them being with us now not only at the time of channeling but even in our daily life. The threshold has finally been crossed and now there are no lines between the then and now. Actually there never was- it was always a figment of our imagination.

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