Saturday, April 7, 2007

Past Life & Patterns


Each one has a cross to bear having the choice whether to carry it alone or to share,
Each one searches high and low for help and is disappointed now and then.
Each one may practice a million customs & preach a zillion things;
But he shall find nothing, the one who does not seek within… the one who does not seek within.


Our guide decided to put forward questions before the group to explore.

A strong session we had with high, positive and strong energy. A strong meditation and we all got a lot about our pasts and what we have brought now from then.

Firstly, we wanted to find out what have we brought into this life from our past lives and if there were any patterns that were being repeated by each one of us that should not be repeated.

Vani: “My guides showed me that all my abilities were developed in the past, even the ability to communicate with inner guides. I saw my sanyasi life and another in which I was far closer to the spirit world than I am in this one. My guide told me “this time you are trying to bridge the gap between the inner world and outer world and even this channeling class is part of that attempt."

I saw that my lives had been very diverse and I had done many things in many different fields. They were all very interesting, and the attraction is still there so I need to make sure I don’t get too fragmented and work in too many things at the same time. I need to focus on a few, not repeat old patterns.

Manijeh: Manijeh saw a huge Saraswati standing in front of her. The life she saw was of a monk somewhere in Central India. However, that life ended very quickly. Manijeh was told that she has brought back parts of her past lives that she has been very attached to. She has brought back her healing talent. Her flying talent left incomplete then is left incomplete even now just like her sewing and swimming talents. The habit of procrastination continues from then to even now.

"It may make you feel good for the moment but later you are the one who feels guilty. Instead do as much as possible instantly. Be aware of this and correct it."

In another past life that Manijeh saw, she was a ruler (king) of three different kingdoms in the medieval/primitive ties. She still carries that attitude from then even now.

She has had a talent for medicine and surgery and like before she did not pursue it further even in this life. (Did not go for higher studies). But she also got an amazing message in tis context telling her that never mind for now, she would be doing so in her next life and doing most complicated surgeries.

Khushmin: As per Khushmin in one of the past lives that she saw, she was a lady dressed in Kashmiri clothes with a red cap, and a big blanket around her. She belonged to a middle class family happy and contented. She used to visit a beautiful temple on the mountain with a lot of greenery around it. She feels it is some place near India.

Khushmin felt that she has her troubles and worries from her past lives. She has met people and family members for a while but her children have been with her for many lives. She and her children have been grouped and have been together for many lives.

Gayatri: “You have shunned away from responsibilities in past lifetimes. You kept procrastinating, postponing – putting things under the carpet. Kept saying NO (even to your self).”

“Every time you say NO or procrastinate something in this lifetime, realize it comes only as a deep-rooted habit from the past.”

Gayatri’s repetitive pattern form then to now is “you shun away from responsibilities, so now more stuff is on you’

Veena: Veena came to realize that is plenty of unfinished and unaccomplished goals & desires that has brought her here. This life has once again given her the opportunities to reach out and grasp and take what she can and should. However, she believes that at times she is unable to tap into them.

She understands that the pattern of being not able to stand up for what she wants in life is being repeated. She feels that it would take her a while to understand them and is not yet sure that she has understood them all now.

Ragini: “Lots of healing & lots of spirituality.”

Ragini got the message that with her mother & a few other people the pattern will no longer be repeated. “You have broken them but you have not healed. You need to heal.”

Vir: For Vir it has been “Love, love for entire existence and spiritual understanding.”
Indulgence and emotions are too extreme, which should be in balance.


We then explored what were the major things we came to learn or do in this life?

Vani’s guide spoke so true when she said "Grow, understand and put it all together - that is what you came to do. And you came to open the door for a lot of other people. What you are doing now is just the beginning."

Khushmin: She has come to realize that now she has to continue with her spiritual growth in this life. She had been getting knowledge before but it had all stopped. However, she feels that now she is continuing once again and though it may be the latter part she still is hell bent to get it and obtain it. She feels that now she will proceed in depth. She will be indulging in more meditation and spiritually she will advance more with the group per say at a very different place away from this earth.

Manijeh has to learn from each experience that comes her way. She has to progress spiritually. There was no later, only Now. The life in which she was a Buddhist monk, who died very young, has passed down her spiritual tendencies. She then used to be lighting lamps, cleaning and filling them while the discourses used to go on. She has acquired a tremendous amount of knowledge from then of which she is aware and uses daily as well without knowing where it comes from.

"You have to learn to view various aspects of your life now with regards to similar aspects of that life and understand them. All this knowledge will always be useful."

"Remember that Money replenishes itself. Accept that you are living in abundance. "

Gayatri: “Learn to enjoy ‘in the moment. Right now.’ There is no Later.”

“Your work is an important part of this lifetime and YOU – Whatever you do to yourself; with yourself (learning, experience, etc…) all of it is important in this lifetime.
This is a life where you have chosen to focus on self-growth through different methods. Various systems to explore self growth. So get deeper into this subject. Whatever you do for your own self growth helps the whole, not just you. Like you are a representative of the whole. What you do to yourself affect all – like resonance, like ripples in water.”

“Patterns are formed, repeated over several lifetimes. They are simply more and more of the same behavior. Soon they form patterns. Even in different forms of life the patterns remain. “

Veena: Veena’s purpose of coming here is to complete some karmic debt and she believes that the group is the guiding source. “As always stay tuned & connected.”

Ragini: “Healing again, spirituality & reading & how to deal with people. Also lots of yoga. You are satisfied with very little. Look for more.”

Vir: “To transform negative energies of anger, kama-lust etc to very kind and humble positive energies and desires, to understand life- sansar in real. Pain, sorrow, love etc. and to learn to create fine equilibrium and balance of all kind of emotions, to further progress in order to get rid of Karmic imbalances of negativity and positivity. To learn to be in balance for the further progress and to be divine to merge with Divine.”

Vir at this moment saw a very bright light.

The interesting thing to be observed was how each one could recognise the pattern they followed now, and linked it to where it came from. This holds true for so many things we do. We often do something very well the very first time and wonder where exactly did that come from. Well, now you have the answer. It just came from a few past lives . The mystery is solved.

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