Conversations with Hanuman

It was Hanuman Jayanti so we decided to ask about a topic on which we could connect with Hanuman energy. We wanted to get messages about our fears and how to be fearless. As usual we started with our mantras first. The energies of our group have reached a certain level because of which with the commencement of our mantras, the energy rises preparing us to go higher and higher. Continous Ohms further strengthened the energy and took us deep. After doing a Shakti mantra, we mentally entered our Temple of the Inner Voice.

Vani : There I asked my guide to tell me about fear and fearlessness, and she gave me a very beautiful message. "The world is full of fear at this point in your time. If you could see the world’s aura it is a mirror of pollution. Grey patches are everywhere. It ripples with fear all the time." As she said that I could see grey and unpleasant ripples going right through the earth.

"Red patches of stress, anger and frustration are everywhere. Though you are in the midst of the grey sea you must not fall prey to it. Your group (and others) must float like a bright sunlit island on the murky waters. Do not be afraid. Ask for safety and it will always be yours."

Vani then tried to connect to Hanuman. She saw him huge and as a very commanding presence. He gave her a reassuring message. "When you want courage or strength call on me and I will provide it. My mythic story is also yours. As a race you must burn your own dark city and rescue your own pure essence.

You must cross the great ocean to progress on your path. Keep going and call for help whenever you need it. Know that no call goes unanswered. Whatever you ask for is already yours."

Khushmin: After we started our meditation I directly felt as if I had reached Lanka Nagri. There I saw Hanuman towering over me in all his finery. I was with my guide when he started talking to us about his visit to Lanka Nagri and the maya he created when they wanted to capture him. She could see that entire era wherein people were trying to catch him and the way in which he tricked them and escaped.

Khushmin could see a vast ocean with high waves and could smell the sea air. “Fear is your own creation. It is Maya. There are people and Divine powers are always surrounding them. He said that there were situations in his life which were not easy, but when he started sorting them out, they just fell in place.

Khushmin was then informed about her guides to always think positive and not of the worst position. Have a positive intention and ‘mission’ to do it in the best possible way. As Divine Powers are always surrounding the world, nothing unwanted can happen. Things not good are wished by human beings and they then happen.

Khushmin had to be strong and believe in the great power like him that surrounds everything and all will work out smoothly.


Veena: I was told to have complete faith and trust in one self and there would be nothing to fear. "Fear sets in due to lack of confidence. So work upon that. Every tomorrow will be a better today. Go ahead and do whatever you desire. My blessings are with all of you in the group."

Ragini: We did a round of continues Oms during which I heard ohms resonating in the background. This time I saw Ma Saraswati playing the veena in a very joyful tempo. I saw big forms of Hanuman, 1st with Sumeru Parbat on his back & then a majestic one with him opening out his chest.

When I asked him what to do to be fearless, He said, "Just be you & have faith.’’ After that He said,"You do the Hanuman Chalisa( 40 verses in praise of Lord Hanuman written by Saint Tulsidas) everyday. I am pleased with you. I will always be there.’’ When I thanked him, He said, "It is my pleasure child.’’ When hugged him & said, I love you, he put his hand on my head, which I felt in the physical sense too & said, "Me too. I love all my children. Only they don’t acknowledge me.’’ Then he said. "Take care.’’ & was gone. When I wished He had stayed longer, He said, ‘‘You don’t need me in my physical form. I am there in spirit always. Just concentrate. Concentrate on me & I will be there.’’ Even though it was brief, there was a feeling of full satisfaction at the end of it. I felt that today the I energy is very high & open.

Niranjan: When Niranjan entered the Temple of the Inner Voice he saw Devi Saraswati divide into Durga and other devis and surround him from all sides. He felt the Shkti they emanated. Cool breeze as in an open space was felt by him . He saw a shivling shaped temple with a huge havan at the base. He then saw the light and started getting messages.

Felt suffused by a deep indigo light. "Life is just another test. Fear is like a hurdle. He saw a hurdle before him. Only the more you hesitate, the higher it grows. You can outgrow (saw a colossus figure) and surmount it or you can destroy it (saw very powerful slashing actions). "How? By finding yourself from writing spiritually and achieving immense power and security within yourself." .He felt that and felt almost warrior-like.

The message for the group was to partake this spiritual light.

Tara: After going in the Temple of our Inner Voice and paying homage to the deities there, I saw Lord Hanuman stand tall at the left of Goddess Kali who stands as the main deity at the alter. I asked him what fear was. “When you are unable to live & unable to feel. That is what you call as fear. There is no such thing as fear. We (man) have made it up. If you think it is fear then it so it will be.

If you want to be fearless, ask yourself what it you fear is. Why do you fear? Find the answer. That is your solution. Pray. Take the Lord’s name. Have more faith. Think big (he swelled up), think huge (he became bigger), think large (he became huge). Do not fear.

I asked him what bravery was. "When you do not fear, then you become what is called bravery. Go hanuman is with you."
When Tara thanked him, she asked for a message for the group but he said nothing. She was wondering why it was so. She felt this huge warmth spreading from her heart to her entire body and she felt warm and good from within. Her palms felt hot as if they were radiating lots of energy. Having a glimpse of Hanuman in his true form, made her feel much loved and she was pleased with the connection that she could have.

Vir: "Fear is outcome of lack of knowledge for truth, true knowledge and wisdom, trust the same and keep faith on it, be confident for whatever is the truth and fearlessness will come from that confidence." Suddenly I saw Hanumanji (with white beard) showing presence of bhagwan Ram in his heart by opening his chest, then bhagwan Ram turns into Bhagwan Vishnu - smiling, tells trust and faith on divine god in your life, with true knowledge will make one fearless, free from fear. Trust and faith will make you confident & fearless. There was beautiful fragrance in the temple. I then saw Arihant Shankheshwar Parswanath Bhagwan in the temple turning very radiating bright powerful light.

Krishna Kali: As we connect to our guides, I see a towering statue of Lord Hanuman on bended knee, opening his chest. It’s a beautiful white temple with lots of diyas and flowers. The whole place is filled with a mild yellow and golden light. As I ask him what fear is, he replies, “Fear is for the meek, but fear is not always bad. Many a times people have stopped doing something that is wrong for the fear of God, that fear is not wrong.

Fearlessness should be a part of yourself, your being. Learn to break free, to explore. Being true to yourself is being fearless. You are who you are and the truth doesn’t stay hidden for a long time.”

Later when the group was sharing messages, a lot of similarities were found. Everyone had connected to Hanuman and had felt his strong presence. Even those who felt no pull to Hanuman and who had planned only to connect to their guides had found themselves talking to Hanuman.

A couple of other class members had asked for a message for the group and Hanuman had not answered them. Simply because he had already given me the message for the group, to Vani.

If you are reading this page, this message is especially for you, so take note of it.

"KNOW THAT NO CALL GOES UNANSWERED. WHATEVER YOU ASK FOR IS ALREADY YOURS."

What I was then, am I that now?

Once more there we were wanting to explore our past lives. This time we went further and asked about one of the lives out of so many past lives that could we tap into to see the influence it has on us in this life.

Vani asked the question expecting to be told about a particular life, a life as a sanyasi which had the most impact on this one. But the answer she got surprised her. She saw a life she had not seen before.

Her guide told her, "You were a woman and a householder. In later years you were alone, wearing white. You lived secluded to an old age and in your later years you had a deep longing for spirituality. You were seeking desperately but did not know where to look because nothing in your life had prepared you for this. You often wondered whether you had wasted your life and whether you should have taken sanyas and retired to the Himalayas.

That deep longing led directly (though not in your time frame) to the sanyasi life but at the end of it you again felt that you had failed to find the answers and even your ascetic meditations had not given you fulfillment. You felt the answer was not to be sought in a cave but in integrating it with life. That is what you are now trying to do."

While getting that message Vani could feel her very clearly, her past self, the old woman in white. She had everything and nothing and died with a deep spiritual longing. Her guide surprised her once again by revealing a life she had not expected, but which fit in perfectly and which explained the challenges of this one.

Veena went back to the ashram she was living in, doing her daily chores over there. Just like the ones in the life of a sanyasi. The one thing she enjoyed doing the most was feeding & looking after the cows, goats, birds, dogs and all the other in mates of the ashram. The love for animals has thus stayed on. Another important thing that she I learnt here was Nature Cure which she practices even today. There was so much time for meditation that once she started, she could lose track of time so much so that any given time she simply loved to be by herself.

Ragini was first to concentrate on this life and forget about the rest. However, on persistence she was told that “Your gypsy lives have undoubtedly affected you the most. That is why you still are a gypsy in this life.” When asked for some thing else, she was told, ‘‘you will find your base & settle down in life.’’ After a lot of concentration she got, ‘‘you have always been a worshiper of Devi & that is what you are doing even now. You believe in Shiv Shakti, the balance within. Just be easy. Go with the flow.” On thanking the guides for this & for being there, they once again said in chorus, ‘‘We are always there.’’

Niranjan realized that he was falling into the traps or cycles of anger, sorrow and guilt. In his past life, he was a wandering sage, a healer. He could see himself as a white apparition, a staff in hand going about healing animals. The strong message relayed to him from this was of him having the ability to heal. “Believe in yourself.” This was followed by an immense sense of peace coming over him.

Tara and her guides seemed to be on a different plane wherein she only felt herself connected to them and constantly saw herself surrounded in violet and indigo light. A feeling of being one, she basked and enjoyed just being engulfed in this spiritual light and stayed there. There were no words, no sounds, just pure colour and energy.

Vir -“I could see myself with four others as Jain sanyansi, monk, muni, sadhu in white unstitched clothes, bald head with a divine shine on all, near the bank of a river amongst trees, talking to each other. One muni-monk was sitting and other three were standing. Suddenly I saw ourselves walking into a fort. A chariot speeds into the fort and I could see the back of the person on that chariot. I asked for an explanation for the vision I saw. I was told that I was muni-saint who was getting involved into sansarik-wordly matters. My connection to this life from that life is to fulfill sansarik - wordly desires that came up in that life. I have to learn to find the balance between both lives- sanyansi & sansarik, saintly & worldly."

Vir came to understand that extremes of either could create imbalances and so he had to, learn to create a balance between both lives. This would not only lead life to higher levels, but even the karmic process, their effects and results. “Be awakened and rise to be more developed and purified energy. Power of divine is with you.” Then he could see very bright white light.


Each one of us have received not only glimpses about the past, but what they mean to us and what is it that we can infer from them. For a few of us, visions have spoken louder than words and for the rest, messages have been given loud and clear. And for some it’s just the energy that has been experienced in one of it’s truest forms. Our guides continue to surprise us, pleasantly ofcourse and repeatedly prove to us that there are no limits and no boundaries. None that we cannot cross and no depths that we cannot fathom. We know we are getting there. It may just take us some time.

Love and light has always guided us and the more we open our minds, heart and souls to let them in, the more we find them being with us now not only at the time of channeling but even in our daily life. The threshold has finally been crossed and now there are no lines between the then and now. Actually there never was- it was always a figment of our imagination.

What is happening in the world today?

We have tried to find out what is happening in the world that we live in today. Are we living in peace or pieces? Is there mayhem and anarchy or do we have something much better and brighter to look forward to? This is what was revealed to us-

What is happening in the world today?
Vani: "It’s all coming to a head, all the divisive elements. It is building up to a new age. The troubles will continue for a while. So much negativity has been poured into the earth that it must work out its effect."

Khushmin: “Negative energy and elements have increased many folds, so the balance of good and bad has got disturbed. The Divine therefore has to act now and put things right before it is too late. The process has started slowly and in the end the bad elements will get destroyed as they cross the line. The remaining world will then become positive and the people will become very religious and positive minded. It will take some years for the improvement to happen.”

Veena: “A thorough cleansing is needed for all the wrong doings. Natures way of reacting - As you sow, so shall you reap. Take responsibility for all your actions. It’s only when disaster strikes do we think of the divinity unfortunately. Stay tuned and connected, believe in the divine power.”

Ragini: During the initial chanting of the Ohms, Ragini saw Goddess Saraswati in a white background like a white cloth flowing wearing a white saree with a gold border, gold anklets & toe-rings on her feet playing the Veena, her musical instrument which was on her left shoulder. “The atmosphere in the world is not good & to stay away from fights & controversies.”

Niranjan: He heard two distinct conch blasts at the beginning of the session. “Pitiable state, people jockeying for positioning, fine balance which is disturbed will result in chain reaction. This is all part of maturation of the planet as a whole. It will eventually be alright.” The image that he could see before him was of a farmer ploughing and small subterranean insects worrying about their home and future.

“Micro and macro plans exist for each one of us. But one person cannot win a battle. Goodness/you need to work as a cohesive force/whole. IT MATTERS & IT DOESN'T MATTER. If goodness doesn't come from you, it will come from someone else.”

Tara: “Life is colourful. Like Holi. Anarchy. Will continue till man does not understand man. People cannot understand his messages, his meanings and signs. There is so much love to give, but who wants it? Who wants to take it today?”

Vir: “Of course things happening will continue till next year April-May 2007.”

Love and light

Our first messages to share

After having our books and the relevant symbols in place,we started connecting to receive messages from the higher above. It may sound strange to a few, but remember that nothing written below is a figment of our imagination.We endevour to bring you all that we reveive and know that it is change to change many more lives.Just as it has started changing ours.
Vani:The guides (Saraswati’s) message to the group was, "This is the opportunity for you to do so. The energy is high and it will be easy for everyone to connect.It's all about listening. Its all about paying attention. There may be times when your attention flags but as you learn to recognize those times it will flag less and less. Keep going."
Manijeh:"Listen to us, to others.We will tell you when to what to speak. We wil never misguide you.Remember we love you very much and call on us whenever you need us...Remember to call on us."You are very beautiful, concentrate a little more on your awareness. Don't take your inner beauty for granted. Dwell on your past achievements. Enjoy. Recreate the feeling of joy and happiness and with that in mind think of the future and it will manifest."
Khushmin: "Be peaceful and do not worry so much as you cannot change anything.Not all that you think is going to happen and you will have to leave your children and they will take care of themselves."Be with your meditation and you can make good progress and advance spiritually. You can help those who need it but do not get involved with their problems and sorrows and do not make others too dependent on you. Take lots of time out for yourself. Your focus should be first and foremeost for yourself."
Gayatri:"It is Uni-verse not multi verse. The power of One. All are eventually one."She felt the male wise guide on her left side shoulder.The female guide just dropped in from right side,gave her a quick kiss and left just before she got the message.
Veena: Her personal message was to "stay connected as much as possible and things will fall in place and all dreams will take shape."
Ragini:"The message the guides gave me before we started writing the messages in the book was to have patience & that it would all come.Slow down my pace & to stop running around."Her guide stood on herleft side, with the arm round her & hand on her right shoulder. "Forgive.Do not get stuck.Heal & move on.You have been grateful all your life, do not become ungrateful now. The only way to heal in life is to let go." For the rest of the world-" You will get everything in life if only you believe in it.’’
Niranjan: At the start of the message, he could see a silhouette of a sage who has been described by a psychic before but it was the first time that he felt him.Warm, comforting and kind. "Grow and do not take the easy way.The tougher the test, the sterner the steel.Do not grieve for others.It is a waste.Break free of your self imposed doubt and barriers.Come,trust I will show you a glimpse. Hold my hand." Niranjan could actually see a wizened bony hand and could feel the smile.At the end of the session he had tears of happiness in his eyes.What he shares with the world is peace for the world-universe .His world(inner).
Tara:"Burdens are meant to be overcome. Struggles are meant to be broken...baskets woven.You are on a good cause and doing the right thing.You are beautiful. Life is beautiful.Take care of yourself. Trust and hear one's inner conscious only and fully. Every thing else that you hears is only sounds.Your true guide, true friend and companion is only this. Sought for it, trust it and obey it."
What better way to end an awesome but to get a message as to what could we do to make our next day happy.
Vani was told to fly with the birds. Imagine birds and flight and freedom. Get wings.
Manijeh had to take it as it comes. It would turn out beautiful.She expects her voyages will help us get an insight into facts hither to unregarded by us. As in her own words,"Now we have begun to understand how to listen to our own intuitions."

Khushmin had forgotten about writing something for a long time.But the next day the post got her a letter that she was surprised and really glad to receive.Gayatri only had to concentrate on food and 'Gayatri'.Veena's tomorrow was made when the guides confirmed her son's job placement in a prestigious company. This happened much before his final comfirmation came in.At the end of the session, Veena personally felt that she was elevated to a new level of existence.Ragini was told to heal before she went to work and not to go to work because she had to,but because she enjoyed it. And as always, they were there with her.Niranjan had to take pride in himself. "Listen and choose wisely.Let go.I am always there.Let go."The image that came before his eyes was of himself coming out from below the water with his arm outstretched, breaking the surface and moving towards the light.

Tara:"Breathe easy...speak easy,speak softly". Tara had a feeling of her guide being very pleased of the fact that she had started this mode of communication.

Overall we had an extremely charged session which was way beyond all our expectations.Finally just as a master/teacher keeps all his students under his/her wing protecting them, our 'guide's'message summed it up for us.
"Your journey is a long one and you are at the stage of opening now. The hard work is behind you, the cleansing is behind you. Now the adventure begins, now you can seek the light. We have a long journey together, we have light years to go. Prepare for a long haul but an exciting one. Now is the time to explore the dimensions. What you did earlier was only a preliminary. The real journey begins now and it’s the most exciting one. To go on it needs more openness and more freedom. Keep going."
We keep on going. You keep on reading.

Our guides send you Love and Light