Conversations with Hanuman

It was Hanuman Jayanti so we decided to ask about a topic on which we could connect with Hanuman energy. We wanted to get messages about our fears and how to be fearless. As usual we started with our mantras first. The energies of our group have reached a certain level because of which with the commencement of our mantras, the energy rises preparing us to go higher and higher. Continous Ohms further strengthened the energy and took us deep. After doing a Shakti mantra, we mentally entered our Temple of the Inner Voice.

Vani : There I asked my guide to tell me about fear and fearlessness, and she gave me a very beautiful message. "The world is full of fear at this point in your time. If you could see the world’s aura it is a mirror of pollution. Grey patches are everywhere. It ripples with fear all the time." As she said that I could see grey and unpleasant ripples going right through the earth.

"Red patches of stress, anger and frustration are everywhere. Though you are in the midst of the grey sea you must not fall prey to it. Your group (and others) must float like a bright sunlit island on the murky waters. Do not be afraid. Ask for safety and it will always be yours."

Vani then tried to connect to Hanuman. She saw him huge and as a very commanding presence. He gave her a reassuring message. "When you want courage or strength call on me and I will provide it. My mythic story is also yours. As a race you must burn your own dark city and rescue your own pure essence.

You must cross the great ocean to progress on your path. Keep going and call for help whenever you need it. Know that no call goes unanswered. Whatever you ask for is already yours."

Khushmin: After we started our meditation I directly felt as if I had reached Lanka Nagri. There I saw Hanuman towering over me in all his finery. I was with my guide when he started talking to us about his visit to Lanka Nagri and the maya he created when they wanted to capture him. She could see that entire era wherein people were trying to catch him and the way in which he tricked them and escaped.

Khushmin could see a vast ocean with high waves and could smell the sea air. “Fear is your own creation. It is Maya. There are people and Divine powers are always surrounding them. He said that there were situations in his life which were not easy, but when he started sorting them out, they just fell in place.

Khushmin was then informed about her guides to always think positive and not of the worst position. Have a positive intention and ‘mission’ to do it in the best possible way. As Divine Powers are always surrounding the world, nothing unwanted can happen. Things not good are wished by human beings and they then happen.

Khushmin had to be strong and believe in the great power like him that surrounds everything and all will work out smoothly.


Veena: I was told to have complete faith and trust in one self and there would be nothing to fear. "Fear sets in due to lack of confidence. So work upon that. Every tomorrow will be a better today. Go ahead and do whatever you desire. My blessings are with all of you in the group."

Ragini: We did a round of continues Oms during which I heard ohms resonating in the background. This time I saw Ma Saraswati playing the veena in a very joyful tempo. I saw big forms of Hanuman, 1st with Sumeru Parbat on his back & then a majestic one with him opening out his chest.

When I asked him what to do to be fearless, He said, "Just be you & have faith.’’ After that He said,"You do the Hanuman Chalisa( 40 verses in praise of Lord Hanuman written by Saint Tulsidas) everyday. I am pleased with you. I will always be there.’’ When I thanked him, He said, "It is my pleasure child.’’ When hugged him & said, I love you, he put his hand on my head, which I felt in the physical sense too & said, "Me too. I love all my children. Only they don’t acknowledge me.’’ Then he said. "Take care.’’ & was gone. When I wished He had stayed longer, He said, ‘‘You don’t need me in my physical form. I am there in spirit always. Just concentrate. Concentrate on me & I will be there.’’ Even though it was brief, there was a feeling of full satisfaction at the end of it. I felt that today the I energy is very high & open.

Niranjan: When Niranjan entered the Temple of the Inner Voice he saw Devi Saraswati divide into Durga and other devis and surround him from all sides. He felt the Shkti they emanated. Cool breeze as in an open space was felt by him . He saw a shivling shaped temple with a huge havan at the base. He then saw the light and started getting messages.

Felt suffused by a deep indigo light. "Life is just another test. Fear is like a hurdle. He saw a hurdle before him. Only the more you hesitate, the higher it grows. You can outgrow (saw a colossus figure) and surmount it or you can destroy it (saw very powerful slashing actions). "How? By finding yourself from writing spiritually and achieving immense power and security within yourself." .He felt that and felt almost warrior-like.

The message for the group was to partake this spiritual light.

Tara: After going in the Temple of our Inner Voice and paying homage to the deities there, I saw Lord Hanuman stand tall at the left of Goddess Kali who stands as the main deity at the alter. I asked him what fear was. “When you are unable to live & unable to feel. That is what you call as fear. There is no such thing as fear. We (man) have made it up. If you think it is fear then it so it will be.

If you want to be fearless, ask yourself what it you fear is. Why do you fear? Find the answer. That is your solution. Pray. Take the Lord’s name. Have more faith. Think big (he swelled up), think huge (he became bigger), think large (he became huge). Do not fear.

I asked him what bravery was. "When you do not fear, then you become what is called bravery. Go hanuman is with you."
When Tara thanked him, she asked for a message for the group but he said nothing. She was wondering why it was so. She felt this huge warmth spreading from her heart to her entire body and she felt warm and good from within. Her palms felt hot as if they were radiating lots of energy. Having a glimpse of Hanuman in his true form, made her feel much loved and she was pleased with the connection that she could have.

Vir: "Fear is outcome of lack of knowledge for truth, true knowledge and wisdom, trust the same and keep faith on it, be confident for whatever is the truth and fearlessness will come from that confidence." Suddenly I saw Hanumanji (with white beard) showing presence of bhagwan Ram in his heart by opening his chest, then bhagwan Ram turns into Bhagwan Vishnu - smiling, tells trust and faith on divine god in your life, with true knowledge will make one fearless, free from fear. Trust and faith will make you confident & fearless. There was beautiful fragrance in the temple. I then saw Arihant Shankheshwar Parswanath Bhagwan in the temple turning very radiating bright powerful light.

Krishna Kali: As we connect to our guides, I see a towering statue of Lord Hanuman on bended knee, opening his chest. It’s a beautiful white temple with lots of diyas and flowers. The whole place is filled with a mild yellow and golden light. As I ask him what fear is, he replies, “Fear is for the meek, but fear is not always bad. Many a times people have stopped doing something that is wrong for the fear of God, that fear is not wrong.

Fearlessness should be a part of yourself, your being. Learn to break free, to explore. Being true to yourself is being fearless. You are who you are and the truth doesn’t stay hidden for a long time.”

Later when the group was sharing messages, a lot of similarities were found. Everyone had connected to Hanuman and had felt his strong presence. Even those who felt no pull to Hanuman and who had planned only to connect to their guides had found themselves talking to Hanuman.

A couple of other class members had asked for a message for the group and Hanuman had not answered them. Simply because he had already given me the message for the group, to Vani.

If you are reading this page, this message is especially for you, so take note of it.

"KNOW THAT NO CALL GOES UNANSWERED. WHATEVER YOU ASK FOR IS ALREADY YOURS."

Contd...When will it end?

The next bunch of questions that came to mind were-
When will it end? What should our attitude be in the coming troubled times?
What should and can we do as an individual and as a group for the betterment of ourselves and the group as a whole?

Vani: "Peace will return but slowly and not for while. Eventually world consciousness will turn away from war and violence and then peace will truly come in. It will take years, but then, once more you will have a peaceful world."

We totally agree with the message that Vani got in order for us to deal with these troubled times-“Continue to live your life in the same positive way. Side with the positive and not the negative forces. Anger, fear, blame and guilt align you with the negative.”

This message was received collectively for the group. “Don’t live in fear, anger and sorrow. Live in joy and creativity. If you are positive you can spread it to others and the earth needs the positivity right now. Keep connected and keep positive. Negative thinking strengthens the negative forces. Do not contribute to them. Align yourself with the divine, with happiness and optimism and wonder."

Khushmin: “Try to detach yourself from all evil. It can be thinking of your near and dear ones. Do not get influenced by things not so good around you. Good thinking and meditation will help one and all. You are on the right track, improve on that. Keep faith. You cannot tell anyone to do anything as all are going through their Karmic cycle. Pray and ask for the Divine to help and heal.”

Veena: “There is absolutely no cause for worry. Live in the present and carry on your activities as a normal routine. Spread the message of love to one and all.”

Ragini: “Each & everyone in the group have to support each other. Never let each other down and always be there for each other. They were here looking after us & to always be pleasant & keep cheerful.” On thanking her guide for the message, Ragini was rewarded with them telling her that it was their pleasure to connect and talk to her. She was infact rewarded with two beautiful visions at the time of doing our meditation and visualization .

The first one in which she saw herself in the Himalayas with some Tibetan monks with regular chanting going on & the round prayer wheels being rung by the monks.

And the second one in which she was in the Himalayas again with Lord Shiva smiling and sitting on his deer skin on a snow platform, his right leg folded, left leg down, right hand raised in blessing & left hand down on his left knee. The feeling experienced in her third eye was indescribable. She felt as if her third eye chakra was open and she could see anything in the world that she wanted to. But the vision of Lord Shiva was so powering that there was nothing else that she wanted to focus on at that point of time.

Later she saw his consort Parvati join him & merge into him to show her the form of Ardhnarnareshwar- right half of Shiva & left half of Parvati signified in every individual. The message she then received was ‘‘be harmonious in yourself.’’ She then saw them standing separately with Parvati on Lord Shiva’s left & a small Ganesh next to Parvati on her left. She thanked them for being there. ‘‘We are always there for you.” was what was told to her.

Niranjan: “Shed your anxieties, follow your dharma.” He saw a sad expression on his guide's face. “Stay positive. Be like steel. Believe in your ideology. Do not despair. You are on the right track (as a healer). Never loose sight of this. Sleep well & deeply Shanti (3)”Befriend your troubles. Do not fear them. They will cease to be.”

Tara: "Pray. Just pray. Be positive. Stay calm, Stay focussed. Focus on good deeds you have to do. Wheel of nature will go on. What goes on comes round. Don't give up. Incite people around you to remain positive. Focus on what is right. (By you). Help the poor and needy. Spread happiness around you. I am there. We are always there watching over you.” Tara at this point could see the face of a clock with the hands spinning faster and faster on the dial implying that time was moving faster and faster.

Vir: “Lighten up karmic weight of earth by doing good deeds karma. Possibly 29th august can be bad, for Middle East. What is needed is to wish good for every livings.” He saw a vision of Devi- Deity white and radiant telling him to remain cool and calm. She was there to protect. She tried to heal livings of earth and people in this room.

With respect what he could do, “Be good to all. Try to connect to power of nature and be humble and helping to all. Guide the world around you towards positivity & happiness. Better karmas and good deeds will help and protect you and world around. Be with power of nature. Work for it; let the world around listen to sound of peace and happiness with you.”

Is there anything about the future that we need to know?
Vani: "Each one’s future is individual and in their own hands. What you ask for you get. Ask for safety and it’s yours. Ask for love and beauty and it’s yours. Let others live the future they chose. Your future is not the same as the planet. Each one has choice and each one will find their path. As long as you listen to yourself you cannot go wrong."


Khushmin: “The group in a positive environment and positive energy field. It also recharges us from time to time when we are outside in not so good environments. Do not let it affect you. Do as many havans as you can and clean the air. You people will be doing many more such things. We were also suggested to learn Sanskrit as it would help in the right way. This would take time and effort to start, but once done would have good positive effects.”

Veena: “Do good, be good. Do not worry about things that are not in your control.”

Vir: “Don't deviate from your path.” Vir saw a huge white light and with great speed he felt himself merging into it. He asked for the world around and was informed that the power also wanted to protect the good and necessary ones. He could then see a huge powerful white light which symbolised protection for good.

Finally our guide Vani summed it up for us.
This important message makes it clear to all that you create your future and if you are positive and optimistic you can be safe and happy no matter what is happening around you on the planet.

It as after all each one’s responsibility to choose which side does one want to be on. We will always be surrounded by the good and bad. It’s a choice we need to make. Depending on the choice we make, we face the music.

Love and light