What I was then, am I that now?

Once more there we were wanting to explore our past lives. This time we went further and asked about one of the lives out of so many past lives that could we tap into to see the influence it has on us in this life.

Vani asked the question expecting to be told about a particular life, a life as a sanyasi which had the most impact on this one. But the answer she got surprised her. She saw a life she had not seen before.

Her guide told her, "You were a woman and a householder. In later years you were alone, wearing white. You lived secluded to an old age and in your later years you had a deep longing for spirituality. You were seeking desperately but did not know where to look because nothing in your life had prepared you for this. You often wondered whether you had wasted your life and whether you should have taken sanyas and retired to the Himalayas.

That deep longing led directly (though not in your time frame) to the sanyasi life but at the end of it you again felt that you had failed to find the answers and even your ascetic meditations had not given you fulfillment. You felt the answer was not to be sought in a cave but in integrating it with life. That is what you are now trying to do."

While getting that message Vani could feel her very clearly, her past self, the old woman in white. She had everything and nothing and died with a deep spiritual longing. Her guide surprised her once again by revealing a life she had not expected, but which fit in perfectly and which explained the challenges of this one.

Veena went back to the ashram she was living in, doing her daily chores over there. Just like the ones in the life of a sanyasi. The one thing she enjoyed doing the most was feeding & looking after the cows, goats, birds, dogs and all the other in mates of the ashram. The love for animals has thus stayed on. Another important thing that she I learnt here was Nature Cure which she practices even today. There was so much time for meditation that once she started, she could lose track of time so much so that any given time she simply loved to be by herself.

Ragini was first to concentrate on this life and forget about the rest. However, on persistence she was told that “Your gypsy lives have undoubtedly affected you the most. That is why you still are a gypsy in this life.” When asked for some thing else, she was told, ‘‘you will find your base & settle down in life.’’ After a lot of concentration she got, ‘‘you have always been a worshiper of Devi & that is what you are doing even now. You believe in Shiv Shakti, the balance within. Just be easy. Go with the flow.” On thanking the guides for this & for being there, they once again said in chorus, ‘‘We are always there.’’

Niranjan realized that he was falling into the traps or cycles of anger, sorrow and guilt. In his past life, he was a wandering sage, a healer. He could see himself as a white apparition, a staff in hand going about healing animals. The strong message relayed to him from this was of him having the ability to heal. “Believe in yourself.” This was followed by an immense sense of peace coming over him.

Tara and her guides seemed to be on a different plane wherein she only felt herself connected to them and constantly saw herself surrounded in violet and indigo light. A feeling of being one, she basked and enjoyed just being engulfed in this spiritual light and stayed there. There were no words, no sounds, just pure colour and energy.

Vir -“I could see myself with four others as Jain sanyansi, monk, muni, sadhu in white unstitched clothes, bald head with a divine shine on all, near the bank of a river amongst trees, talking to each other. One muni-monk was sitting and other three were standing. Suddenly I saw ourselves walking into a fort. A chariot speeds into the fort and I could see the back of the person on that chariot. I asked for an explanation for the vision I saw. I was told that I was muni-saint who was getting involved into sansarik-wordly matters. My connection to this life from that life is to fulfill sansarik - wordly desires that came up in that life. I have to learn to find the balance between both lives- sanyansi & sansarik, saintly & worldly."

Vir came to understand that extremes of either could create imbalances and so he had to, learn to create a balance between both lives. This would not only lead life to higher levels, but even the karmic process, their effects and results. “Be awakened and rise to be more developed and purified energy. Power of divine is with you.” Then he could see very bright white light.


Each one of us have received not only glimpses about the past, but what they mean to us and what is it that we can infer from them. For a few of us, visions have spoken louder than words and for the rest, messages have been given loud and clear. And for some it’s just the energy that has been experienced in one of it’s truest forms. Our guides continue to surprise us, pleasantly ofcourse and repeatedly prove to us that there are no limits and no boundaries. None that we cannot cross and no depths that we cannot fathom. We know we are getting there. It may just take us some time.

Love and light has always guided us and the more we open our minds, heart and souls to let them in, the more we find them being with us now not only at the time of channeling but even in our daily life. The threshold has finally been crossed and now there are no lines between the then and now. Actually there never was- it was always a figment of our imagination.

Contd...When will it end?

The next bunch of questions that came to mind were-
When will it end? What should our attitude be in the coming troubled times?
What should and can we do as an individual and as a group for the betterment of ourselves and the group as a whole?

Vani: "Peace will return but slowly and not for while. Eventually world consciousness will turn away from war and violence and then peace will truly come in. It will take years, but then, once more you will have a peaceful world."

We totally agree with the message that Vani got in order for us to deal with these troubled times-“Continue to live your life in the same positive way. Side with the positive and not the negative forces. Anger, fear, blame and guilt align you with the negative.”

This message was received collectively for the group. “Don’t live in fear, anger and sorrow. Live in joy and creativity. If you are positive you can spread it to others and the earth needs the positivity right now. Keep connected and keep positive. Negative thinking strengthens the negative forces. Do not contribute to them. Align yourself with the divine, with happiness and optimism and wonder."

Khushmin: “Try to detach yourself from all evil. It can be thinking of your near and dear ones. Do not get influenced by things not so good around you. Good thinking and meditation will help one and all. You are on the right track, improve on that. Keep faith. You cannot tell anyone to do anything as all are going through their Karmic cycle. Pray and ask for the Divine to help and heal.”

Veena: “There is absolutely no cause for worry. Live in the present and carry on your activities as a normal routine. Spread the message of love to one and all.”

Ragini: “Each & everyone in the group have to support each other. Never let each other down and always be there for each other. They were here looking after us & to always be pleasant & keep cheerful.” On thanking her guide for the message, Ragini was rewarded with them telling her that it was their pleasure to connect and talk to her. She was infact rewarded with two beautiful visions at the time of doing our meditation and visualization .

The first one in which she saw herself in the Himalayas with some Tibetan monks with regular chanting going on & the round prayer wheels being rung by the monks.

And the second one in which she was in the Himalayas again with Lord Shiva smiling and sitting on his deer skin on a snow platform, his right leg folded, left leg down, right hand raised in blessing & left hand down on his left knee. The feeling experienced in her third eye was indescribable. She felt as if her third eye chakra was open and she could see anything in the world that she wanted to. But the vision of Lord Shiva was so powering that there was nothing else that she wanted to focus on at that point of time.

Later she saw his consort Parvati join him & merge into him to show her the form of Ardhnarnareshwar- right half of Shiva & left half of Parvati signified in every individual. The message she then received was ‘‘be harmonious in yourself.’’ She then saw them standing separately with Parvati on Lord Shiva’s left & a small Ganesh next to Parvati on her left. She thanked them for being there. ‘‘We are always there for you.” was what was told to her.

Niranjan: “Shed your anxieties, follow your dharma.” He saw a sad expression on his guide's face. “Stay positive. Be like steel. Believe in your ideology. Do not despair. You are on the right track (as a healer). Never loose sight of this. Sleep well & deeply Shanti (3)”Befriend your troubles. Do not fear them. They will cease to be.”

Tara: "Pray. Just pray. Be positive. Stay calm, Stay focussed. Focus on good deeds you have to do. Wheel of nature will go on. What goes on comes round. Don't give up. Incite people around you to remain positive. Focus on what is right. (By you). Help the poor and needy. Spread happiness around you. I am there. We are always there watching over you.” Tara at this point could see the face of a clock with the hands spinning faster and faster on the dial implying that time was moving faster and faster.

Vir: “Lighten up karmic weight of earth by doing good deeds karma. Possibly 29th august can be bad, for Middle East. What is needed is to wish good for every livings.” He saw a vision of Devi- Deity white and radiant telling him to remain cool and calm. She was there to protect. She tried to heal livings of earth and people in this room.

With respect what he could do, “Be good to all. Try to connect to power of nature and be humble and helping to all. Guide the world around you towards positivity & happiness. Better karmas and good deeds will help and protect you and world around. Be with power of nature. Work for it; let the world around listen to sound of peace and happiness with you.”

Is there anything about the future that we need to know?
Vani: "Each one’s future is individual and in their own hands. What you ask for you get. Ask for safety and it’s yours. Ask for love and beauty and it’s yours. Let others live the future they chose. Your future is not the same as the planet. Each one has choice and each one will find their path. As long as you listen to yourself you cannot go wrong."


Khushmin: “The group in a positive environment and positive energy field. It also recharges us from time to time when we are outside in not so good environments. Do not let it affect you. Do as many havans as you can and clean the air. You people will be doing many more such things. We were also suggested to learn Sanskrit as it would help in the right way. This would take time and effort to start, but once done would have good positive effects.”

Veena: “Do good, be good. Do not worry about things that are not in your control.”

Vir: “Don't deviate from your path.” Vir saw a huge white light and with great speed he felt himself merging into it. He asked for the world around and was informed that the power also wanted to protect the good and necessary ones. He could then see a huge powerful white light which symbolised protection for good.

Finally our guide Vani summed it up for us.
This important message makes it clear to all that you create your future and if you are positive and optimistic you can be safe and happy no matter what is happening around you on the planet.

It as after all each one’s responsibility to choose which side does one want to be on. We will always be surrounded by the good and bad. It’s a choice we need to make. Depending on the choice we make, we face the music.

Love and light